ok... technically its day, 4 ? or 5... to be honest I dont know, i lost count.
Man, it's been SO long.. WOW , I'm gonna start keeping track of this thing.
Anyways, nothing new really...that has to do with my dream..
I'm beginning to feel like my dream is nver really going to happen. I really dont. It just costs so much money, money that my parents dont have. Well they have it, they just decide not to use it on me. But to get their, you've got to invest money. That's just how it works, unless your justin bieber, and all you need it youtube. or tyra banks, and all that needs to happen is to be walking in a mall and being discovered. I guess thats not how things work in Canada, because there are no random talent agents just WALKING around the mall on a regular basis. Justin bieber's fame, is out of pure talent, and luck. Thats all it is
anyways, I finished writing my resume ! Ill post it tommorow , or later on today, im too lazy right now.
I guess instead of this being a public blog, maybe i should just stick to it being my own little journal.. no one reads it anyways.
-ash<3
